The Note

About a half hour after he left I needed to distract my self so I jumped on the computer and surfed a little, then I decided to go on facebook, that is where I saw the note, it was a public note, I read it, I reread it, and then I panicked. I ran out of the house to where I had hid the gun, and it was gone. I ran into the house and called the police, I don't remember what I told them but they took me seriously and had someone sent out to my house within minutes. I called a friend and he and his girlfriend came over quickly. There was GPS on my husband's phone and he was still moving, they were going to be able to find him in time. They called his father to help them look, his father was familiar with the area that he was in. The officer who had come to my house insisted I call someone immediately to get my son out of the house, my sister was there in minutes, she didn't know what was going on, and she swore at my friend for not having more information but she took my son out of the house and home with her so he could be with her two sons, who he spent lots of time with on a regular basis. Then the officer left, and my friend left, and his girlfriend who had become a friend in the previous weeks stayed, and we waited, and we waited, and I received a call they hadn't found him, but they were still hopeful. I called him and I left text's and I called and called and texted, no answer, no reply. We waited and waited and waited, they were going to call when they found him, but there was no call. I watched the driveway waiting for his car to appear at the end of it, it didn't come. After what felt like an endless amount of time, a car turned into the driveway, but it was the wrong car, it was a police car, they would have called if they found him, I saw the car and I knew. The officer knocked and then opened the door, his expression was pity, he wanted to be anywhere but there, he didn't want to tell me, but he did, they didn't find him in time. Why? They should have been able to, didn't the cell phone show them where he was, why couldn't they find him, why didn't I know before he left, why didn't I stop him, how could this have happened.